I haven't written in a while, go figure. I had a small drinking problem, that snuck up on me, that I had to nip in the bud, so to speak. It was starting to affect me physically. I am going to miss a semester of school because of it. Fuck me!

I'm not really embracing being sober, but I'm accepting it slowly but surly. I am not going to lie and say that drinking was not fun, because it was. Oh well, the party has to come to an end some time. I just want the old me back.

That's all I wanted to write about that. I don't want this to be one of those recovering addicts' blogs. No offense to anyone who has one of those.

Don't take that Sleep MD crap. I took one last night only to end up waking every hour after awful nightmares. I had a really weird one where books where flying out of my back.

I'm on Xbox Live again (tomahhtoe). I love the fact that I pay $80s a year to be called a "Fag&ot" and every other bad word by people from all over the world, especially the UK.

Rog's brother was banned from going to the nursing home. He was overheard by the staff telling his mother that gremlins where trying to get her and that he was going to get a court order to have her killed. WHAT THE FUCK WHERE YOU THINKING!!!

Oh well, I am going to go indulge in my booze substitutes which are lots of Grand Theft Auto IV and food!!!

Comments:

I also only can say sorry to hear about the drinking problem and only can hope you can sort that out real soon. Most important is to see you are back here. Take care mate, just keep us informed about your situation (writing down things also helps sometimes to manage).

Nice to hear from you.Thought that you ran away.
So we had a lost weekend so to speak